3 posts tagged “friends”

I'm dressing you with my eyes.

Brandon is amazing.

Some random tangents:

Birthday day sucked. My mom nagged at me all day and then I was about to explode at her and she finally realizes that she's been bitchy all day and tried to leave me alone. That lasted about until we got home from dinner. Yeah.

Today was kind of cool, I skipped about two hours to take senior pictures and grab some Starbucks and Wendy's before coming back. Ms. Evans obviously doesn't read her notes. Nikita got me Death Note #3 for my birthday, covered in wrapping like our first house was covered in wallpaper when we first bought it. Nikita rules. Death Note rules. I need more of both in my life. :D

While I'm on the subject of friends, I have two things to say. I'm in one of those moods.

I really miss what I had when Brad and Shane were here. I feel completely empty without them. I miss hanging out with everyone. Elisa's always busy. Will either has plans or I can't get in contact with him half the time. Matt isn't capable of spontaeneous visits and we don't really do anything anyway.

I'm out of friends.

The friends I do have walk around just ready to self destruct. There is so much drama between all of them that I am not a part of. I don't know what to say to these people so I just keep quiet. Since when did our little alcove in the mornings turn into the makeout corner? That's where all the goth kids and drama nerds were and now they're all dating eachother. Urrrgh! There's like 50 people crammed into a few feet of space having basically an orgy and then there's Rachel, Kit, and whoever else decides to hang around them looking angry facing the other direction.

I just give up on caring about people who don't give a shit about me. The one true friend that I've made this year is Nikita, basically. Bea and I were close for some time but with all the bullshit that's going on in her life, I just can't bring myself to talk to her often anymore. It's not a pleasant experience.

While I'm here, there's this group of brothers at my school. There's one that's a senior, and then I think there's three or four in every other grade. I'm not fucking kidding. Brown hair, bowl cut, Gilligan hats, circular glasses. It's a fucking invasion and they're so goddamn annoying. They don't talk at all but just appear from behind someone and listen in on conversations and interject whenever they have a random thought that they absolutely have to make clear. These thoughts include:

"I know how to escape from a bear trap. My brother was trapped in one and I pried it open and almost cut one of my fingers off."

"Have you seen that show? Oh... nevermind, I thought you were talking about that show..."

"Why do you think I'm so creepy? Is it because I'm extremely weird?"

"My uncle has a funny scar and he doesn't remember where it came from."

No kidding. Out of nowhere. The conversations weren't about bear traps, TV shows, scars, nothing. It's a fucking invasion of really creepy nerdy kids.

So aside from all that bullshit, I simply cannot wait until my party in about two weeks. Seeing everyone again will finally bring closure to this part of my life. It will fill this hole I'm in. I'm actually extremely worried that I've invited too many people. I've kept it so open, lol.

So yeah, really random entry about what's happening right now.